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feelin’ old

it’s just happened again – some melancholy song randomly starts playing in the background and i can’t shake the feeling of being old.  it’s this sinking sensation in the pit of my stomach; it feels like that terrible homesickness on the first night of college.  maybe more like the despair you get when you see a summer crush for the last time.  i feel like i’ve lost something that i can’t get back.

it’s so strange – i’m 23 for godsakes.  and yet, every time i hear these certain songs, i suddenly have this acute awareness of all the time that’s passed by.  it’s happened a couple of times this week.  my no-play-list so far: “let go” and “brian wilson.”
gah, what a drama queen.

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3 Responses to “feelin’ old”

  1. on 20 Oct 2006 at 2:29 pm Annonymous

    Is that how you felt that last time you would see me at the end of the Open each year? ;) How sweet!

  2. on 20 Oct 2006 at 2:31 pm Lawrence David

    why would there be any doubt? :)

  3. on 21 Oct 2006 at 9:01 pm sam

    “Brian Wilson” — totally. I remember listening to Rock Spectacle over and over back in the day. Should I be sharing this?

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